Flames to Dust

So you decided to return

after all years that you let me burn

ignoring every signal fire?

I hope you like to walk on ashes of desire.

And no, you're not supposed to take the blame -

only the news there is not any flame

to fuel the light that made you seem a soul mate.

And even though I wish to pin it all on fate

I know this whole time filled with silence

was not intended to feel like violence.

And yet the only ears it protected

were yours from hearing my heart breaking.

Now wash your hands clean and go play your sound.

Cause it were mine that smashed it on the ground

and signed the byline of my fairy tale

that went completely Orwell.

Innonsense

Thrown in a cage

Bars rise as I age

I’ve been doing the time

Before I got to do the crime

Turns out rules love the wrong

More than the right

And villains get along

With everyone but the knight

Playing by the book

Won’t let you off the hook

The book just nails it deeper

With a nasty twist

Reach out for a keeper

It’ll slap you on the wrist

And yet your biggest mistake

Remains the one you never make

You can’t expect to get away with

Wanting more and better

Than all they ever had or did

Just don’t look down the ladder

And if they really get to feast

On all the beauty you’re made of

They’ll end up with the beast

They sure as hell deserve

Fallight

Promise of a smile

That should last awhile

Signals mixed in a single look

Enough said, I’m on the hook

No point in resisting perfection

Kindness mistaken for affection

Either way around

Feet are off the ground

Who knew this bird could fly?

Rise above it and get high

On that wind beneath my wings

Blowing my mind

Cutting them strings

Just erase. No rewind

No coming back

To that old wrack

I used to be

Finally free

Though at high price

For thinking twice

Why hold on tight?

Fall is still a flight

Wishfool

Wishfool

On such a night

It just seems right

To let my eyes

Dive in the sky

And take me dancing with the stars

You shine too bright to be that far

And feel way closer than the solid ground

Or maybe I’m just too lost to be found

Is one of you supposed to be mine?

To check upon me, make sure that I’m fine?

To fall for me and always be there?

Guess you’ll just leave me with no choice but stare

Sky is shooting them at me

But I’m the one who’s missing

Well, lucky you, my little twinkling

You just dodged a bullet really

Cause I always wish big

Won’t hide behind a fig

On purpose

It was on purpose, don’t you worry

I won’t say any oops or sorry
I meant to spill my cherries
All over the piano keys
Then pick them up as reason
to put me on your knees
The deal ain’t bigger than my nerve
To face and taste what I deserve
It was on purpose but you got it wrong
I didn’t mean to break your song
I let you have me in your hand
But was no eager grain of sand
Ready to shower in your tears
So she could turn to pearl
One moment to feed me for years
Is all I’ve taken from your world

Find me

For all the days
I couldn't make
For all the ways
I learned to fake
I just can't wait, you see
I need you to find me


For all the cold nights
I had to walk alone
For all the hot fights
I handled on my own
For all the freaks I used to be
I need you to find me

For I do try to be a lady
With solid ground beneath her feet
But cannot help that I so hate it
For it is just too hard to cheat
On that lil' nut stuck in my mind,
Which says it's me you need to find


For every shooting star
That left my heart a scar
For all my rights and all my wrongs
Your arms is where my soul belongs
For even though I hardly lose a key
I won't be home till you find me

Fire loves fire

Everybody's got a drug
Sometimes it's obsession
Sometimes – just a bug

You're cravin' for an easy way
To sugar up another bitter day
But loose hold of the real thing
Can't hit chance with a lame swing

Shortcuts to heaven
Are offered for sale
But how could they matter
If not hot as hell

Don't be a joke
And don't blow your turn
Some people smoke
But some people burn

Don't ask me to tame
Your feverish flame
The holes in your plan
Are burnt by desire
So let the fall take you higher
'Cause, baby, fire loves fire